Diptych Project #11
This project got lost in the chaos of summer, which was actually fine and perfect. But now, as a bit of routine returns to our days, it feels like a perfect time to pick it up back up again. I love how it invites me to look at my work in a new way, in pairs. And that it reminds me to share instead of hoarding all the photos on the hard drives that sit in the rubbermaid container at the end of our dining room table (my temporary office going on 3 years).
I wanted to start things off again with some photos of the girls. To honour their shift into new grades, and for Audrey a brand new school in town.
THRESHOLD IN A GHOST TOWN. A window to the past and steps to the future. Photographed on Portra400. Developed and scanned in my kitchen.
LAST CHANCE SALOON. Cross eleven bridges and you just might find yourself at the Last Chance Saloon. Deep in the heart of the Albertan Badlands. Photographed on Portra400. Developed and scanned in my kitchen.
Diptych Project #9
CAMOUFLAGE
CONNECTION?
How messy is too messy? We all know that life isn’t perfect. That tolerance is a necessity for thriving and growing.
But when does tolerance slip into deception. Into abandonment of self.
Is it my fault
that I felt uncomfortable and detached? A square peg in a round hole.
After so many years. Is there even any hope of re-writing the programming of such formative relationships?
My gut say no. Or is that my fear?
How am I to know?
What is worth the fight.
I can’t do it all. I can’t be something that I am not.
And I am not a liar.
Diptych Project #8
SAME BUT DIFFERENT. Same family. Same genetics. Same home. Different directions. Different motives. Different gifts. Photographed on Kodak Gold (and the first home scans that made me feel like I was really starting to get the process dialled in)
SAME BUT DIFFERENT II. In our yard is a crooked tree. The way it grows nearly horizontal in the middle is our favourite part about it. The crooked bit perfectly holds the swing everyone loves to rest on. After the bend it continues growing straight upwards like all the trees around it. But it’s not like every tree around it. Photographed on Kodak Gold.
Diptych Project #7
CLOSED DOOR. there is so much beauty out there, if you can open the doors. Photographed on Portra 160.
REACHING. We all know the painting this photo is inspired by. The surprise little light leaks only add the to celestial feel. Reaching for that spark of connection, inspiration, belonging. Photographed on Portra 160.
Diptych Project #6
SARA PICKS UP SEASHELLS ON THE SEASHORE. I love the way the shapes of the shells mimic the shape of the surf boards. These two photos always felt like they belonged together. Shot on Portra400, soaked in sea water, developed in my kitchen.
SURF. Surf boards waiting on the beach. Their oblong shapes are repeated throughout the psychedelic colouring caused by intentional damage to the emulsion with seawater. This first attempt at film soup has been really fun. Portra 400.
Diptych Project #5
OUTSIDE. Fresh produce adjacent to a pile of trash. Streets bustling with people making their way in the morning. Taken from the windows of the room in the next frame. Photographed on Kodak Gold.
INSIDE. Throughout all of Cuba you feel its past, it’s history. Some in disrepair, some carefully preserved. Most a blend of whatever is available. Photographed on Kodak Gold.
Diptych Project #4
A GIRL AND HER DOG. Loving an animal is a practice in empathy and connection. Photographed on Portra 400.
SURE SIGN OF SPRING. First scrapped knee of the year. Photographed on Portra 400.